Im on the edge of reason ready to let go. Ready to free myself from this cold heart. Being alone is a seclusion in its own bars. so break me free and come with me. To a world with no worries or cares. We're regardless of our faults we will be accepted. As soon as I taste this joy it is taken from me. So lay the flowers, whisper prayer, lower the caskets. This time ill be with you. I promise.Im with you, yet this casket lets me breath with you. Even though your heart has stopped, mine still beats. I want to be with you. I want to hold your hand so dark and cold. I investing myself in you, risking all i had for love. And I lost it. All of it. Let me die with you this time. Let me fade away into the distance and become one with the nothing-ness inside of me. Let the world turn its back on me once more to find that when they look for me, ill be gone. Spill the blood, pull the trigger, shoot the bullet, and wish me gone. Red death shall befall us all, why not sooner than later? We all inside are dying, we are all crying, yet we never admit our losses of self. We all want to get away, to run away from everything. To just slice enough to stop the vital signs from pulsing. We all want too. Just we do not admit it. So for one last time, share those memories with me that stayed in the past. Lay with me one last time to forget the world, and laugh with me one last time. Share yor smiles with me. Just one last time, i want everything to be okay again. Sticks and stones may break your bones but guns will always kill you. So shoot me once, shoot me twice, because the first time we died, they didnt burry me with you. Its time once more to forget this world and delay, its time that we finally get away from it all. But, just one last time...
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