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Ugh, I'm just gonna say that today was s**t on top of more s**t.

But I'm better. Things are going a little more smoothly.
Sigh, I just want tomorrow to get here, then I can go back to school, be with the people I care about, and move on.
I love you all. I wouldn't be here without my friends, and I thank you all from the bottom of my heart.

Tunage
Full Blown Chaos - Wake the Demons
I'm in the mood for angry music...


Heres a poem for you all...

It Hurts...
If you ever came to feel my pain
or drowned for a day in my lonely rain
you would know what its like to suffer in my hell
if you listened to the tales I have to tell
you would never again pass judgement on me
you may even understand why sometimes I flee
why I sometimes hide when the road gets rough
or run away when life gets tough
if you spent 60 seconds locked inside my head
you'd understand why life I dread
if you took a minute to feel what I feel
you would understand that my pain is so real
if you for once, choked on my tears
or had to fight through my fears
if you had to spend a day in my solitude
my nightmares you couldnt elude
the judgements you first passed would fade away
you would probably hit the ground and pray
to never again see the things that I have seen
to never experience the dreams that I dream