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Death Filled Angel

So many times only the wind was there to watch you cry,
behind your mask, and beyond your lies,
watch you try to bring life back to those deep brown eyes,
trying to maintain that disguise,
to avoid the goodbyes we must say to move on in life.

So many times darkness watched you die so deep inside,
waiting for you pain to subside ,
I was so blind it should have been a crime,
I couldn't say what I needed to in time,
before you crossed that line and waved good bye,
may the world damn me in the black of this night

Oh how I tried to show you that your death should have been mine,
instead I damn this empty life,
what could I have done to make you find,
the beauty I see hiding deep inside.
The pouring rain can not match the tears that I cried,
for you as you drifted out right out of my life,
I felt the fibers my heart wither and die, burn and unwind.

Now I lift my head to the sky, scream your name far and wide,
pass the mountains to dance with the tide,
to your wandering heart I chose to bind, this was no lie,
I wish to call you mine, I wish to open my eyes,
soar with you through the winds of time,
which we all must ride, can you hear me I'm screaming inside,
please never again say goodbye, never say goodbye,
it's never goodbye, never goodbye..