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Things got actually resolved, so everything is back to normal. I was sweating bullets to be honest with you. It was a big misuderstanding on many issues, and a big loss of comunication. But it's all good now. I really like the college atmosphere. It's a nice change of secenry, it may be what I've needed. But I also realized, that even though Lancaster is the choice that I would have made even if I knew this now. I thought to myself that I wont be able to have all those crazy college stories, I know it's stupid right? But I have this obsession with if I can experience things in life, I really want to at least once. But because Lancaster is a 2 year college and I'll have to transfer out to go on, I'll loose a lot of freinds and wont be able to have those odd, and zany stuff I can tell people later on in life. So I'm still hopeful that I get to do that, but I don't see it happening. Either way, I'm still happy I'm going. I'm not looking forward to my tuesdays and thursdays though, I'm there for 1-10, not to mention that I can't go to the shop on the two days that I usualy go. But whatever, I guess I'll have to improvise some how. I found out that I have $1750 loan for books and living expences this semester, but no more, because anything that I'm not using on my books and supplies, now goes to my mother for her lack of money. Now I know that I shouldn't be angry, but it just really pisses me off that I have to pay back a loan that not even half of it went to me. I mean damn, I just really hate that. It's like now I'm picking my mother up off of her a**. Either that, or it's that I just hate being poor. I really think it might be a mixture of the two. But hey, whatever, I have 10 years to worry about paying that off. Saddly I have about 4 years at least left to go, which means $14,000 needs to be paid off in like..13 years. What can you do..., anyway. Lol, I sure hope I hit it big as a writer, otherwise I'm ********. Anyway, that's it for me, I gotta go to the college to figure out s**t as to what I'm doing today. So yeah, catch you all later, take care.
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