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So, I'm shellshocked. I had the weirdest dream last night, and it had me a little shaken, I dreamed my dad was alive agian. I myself, in the dream, knew he was dead, but he was there sure enough, and me and him talked a little, nothing big, just me huging him a lot, he looked at my teeth and pretended to punch me, like he didn't like how I didn't take care of them, we talked about other stuff I can't remember about, and I started to eat a little pack of food (most of this dream happend in a gas station convienence store, and before that, it was in a van that my mother owned, that was when he was looking at my teeth). anyway, and I realized that I didn't have the money to pay for it. My mom was about to walk in the door and I freaked. He said, "you better make a trip to the bathroom." Which me being as sharp as I am translated into, "go to the bathroom, finish it, throw it away, and come back out." But he gave me a face of like, you stupid kid, but with a smile, you know? But then when I came back out he was gone, but he (remember this was a dream) had disappered, and all that was there was an action figure of him. And then it turned into some ******** up secret mission thing. So that parts not the important part, I just haven't seen my dad so vividly in like...8 years, and that was when we had to go and identify the body. But he didn't look dead in this dream, he looked young, like in his 30's and had the brown hair, and not the white that he had when we went to go and make sure it was him. I don't know if it's relavent, but he acted a lot like I would. And I know everyone keeps telling me that knew my father that I act a lot like him, but I've never experinced it in person, and I don't know if this is something spiritual, my brain (Phsychological) wanting me to see him sub-contiously, or another one of my ******** up dreams that I have sometimes. I dont get it, and I don't know what to feel. I'm just null right now, I'm a little happy, I'm a little sad, I'm very sceptical, and I don't know what and why this just happend, I really don't know what to think. Someone talk to me and give me some insight, this isn't just some bullshit kind of thing going on. I really need it, please comment on this post, I need all the help I can get, or if you're too nervious, pm me...thanks guys
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