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So lately I've been feeling very lazy. Like I've lost the will to do things, or when I do, I get tired easily. I find myself to be very repulsive, but what can you do right? Then of corse I find the entire human race to be this giant mass of disgust, but at the same time I feel this need to help people, it's really ******** up man, lol. I don't know I've also noticed that I've been listening to more random muic and less metal, maybe it's that nothing really catches me at the moment, like I've listened to everything already, I know that's impossible, but that's how it feels. I got a killer deal on these models yesterday, I got like $60 dollars of models for like $7 at the game shop that I go to. There was this auction that was held, and the owner Ryan knew that I needed some more stuff for my Warhammer fantasy army so he held some for me, it was pretty cool. But past that I guess things have just been dull, and I need something to reignight my life, you know, kick me in the a** and give things a new kind of excitement. But once more, another day, and still no ******** dollar scream