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It's been 5 days. I did watch her fly. I was there. I was one of the
witnesses. I kept thinking about how will get used to riding the jeepney
for she is gone. I can no longer look at her in the jeepney.

Before, I used to wish and pray that I want to get to run and laugh
with her in the rain, again. This afternoon, the rain poured. Only then
I was able to realize what I did wrong. I realized what mistake I've done.
I made my wrong move. The days before she left, it was always raining.
Every morning, I wake up and hear the raindrops hitting (is this the right term?)
my window. I found it a bit Ironic because the month of February was about to
end. Meaning, it's already summer. Rainy days during summer. Ironic.

But now, after she had left, the rain stopped pouring down. WEll except
for this afternoon. I think the rain this afternoon was meant to tell me or make
me realize something.

Why do you think the rain poured before she left? Maybe those
rainy days were meant to be for the two of us to have another chance to
run and laugh in the rain. That was my last chance. My last opportunity and
I let it go because I was too blind to see it. Maybe it's raining because I
have to go with her and run in the rain and get to smile and laugh at
each other. I don't want to believe that it's just a coinsidence.

Maybe the rain poured today because she was crying and she wanted me
to give this realization. Like a message. neutral