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Before we part, we had that "last talk."

We were under the moon, counting every stars that shined upon us.
I looked at you, you were smiling. You showed the smile of fulfillment.
You looked at me, you saw a face of uncontentment.

You stood up. You said:

"It's over. There's no time left. I'm finished wih my job.
This night might be the last time, my last part of "your" story."

I replied:

"I don't believe that. Everyone's part in stories doesn't end. That's what
I believe. People that are away, or people that left, they still have a part
in a person's story. It's just that we couldn't see it. It's not visible."

She asked: "Why?"

I said: Because the things they do, the things they did, it all affects
our feelings. Let's have you as an example. You're leaving tomorrow.
Even though you're away, you'll still have a part in "my" story.
Like... making me sad...

She said: "Know it all. Why do you have to be so deep?"

ME: What do you mean by "deep?"
The girl: You're being drowned by your tears. You're not crying, yes.
But your hearts is. Don't let yourself go deeper. I want to reach you.

ME: What? I can't understand anything.
The girl: See... That's because you're too deep. You can't even see
me fly.


I just want you to know this...

Distances may make us far from each other. But, If you
want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?

She smiled and moved closer to me. She crouched and her face was
in front of mine. Her lips were slowly getting closer to mine. I waited for
it, but I cannot expect more. She was going to kiss me but she didn't
continue. Instead, she whispered something to my ear.

The girl: Someone else deserves your 2nd and last kiss.

I knew that this made her heart get torn into pieces. I heard her
heart, it was slowly being crushed by the words from her mouth.

She truned around. And said:

"I have to go. I have to make sure that everything is all packed up."

She looked at me.

"I'll wait. I know that you're looking at someone who's not even there.
Maybe you'll get to find her soon. I'll still wait. Maybe.... Someday...
I'll get to deserve your last kiss." sad


Then she left. There were tears on her eyes.I didn't follow her.
I don't want to hurt her anymore. I don't want to see her tears.

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I remember those nights that we were together under the stars.
I remember those times that we were together in the rain.

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Just so you know... This story is true.



serpert
The Faceless Writer