Winter Ball. God, I have been obsessing over those two words for the past… Well forever actually. And all because Cynthia had to go and make up that dumb dare. The only thing that makes me feel better is that it includes everyone in our group. The Dare, I mean. So while I search in vain for someone to take to the dance, Tiff, Kim Rebecca and the Sasquatch are also doing the same. The only problem is, who am I going to go with? Since it is now required that I bring someone I am even more stressed out about it, which I think is why I am failing Geometry. I mean who cares about proofs and quadrilaterals, I have to bring a guy to the dance. That is so much more important to me right now. I don’t even know why I am agreeing to this anyway. I think going with someone just for the sake of going with someone to the dance is way overrated. I mean we are all going to the same place and are going to see each other there so we don’t have to announce to the world that we came together. On the other hand though, I really do want to go with someone to the dance. I want to go with someone I really like and that I can have a really good time with. It’s going to be my first formal dance ever and I want it to be memorable in a good way. Ball’s are what girls wait for their whole lives. The night where you get to dress up and transform from your regular everyday self to someone no one has ever seen before. Someone beautiful. I want that to happen to me. But, what I am missing is the most important part. My prince. I want someone perfect, someone who makes me laugh and treats me like a treasure and not just “some girl”. I think it’s because I read way too much for my own good, but I have turned out to be a bit of a romantic. Not to mention a dreamer. So, for just one night, one night all I want is to be able to live my dreams and have reason to believe that fairy tales aren’t just for books. For one night, I want to believe in magic. For one night… I want to be a princess.
chasity_dark_queen · Wed Jul 18, 2007 @ 03:59am · 2 Comments |