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When I look into my eyes
In the mirror
I can’t stare long

Cause if I do
I’ll end up seeing things
I’ve never seen before

I saw myself
I saw my pain
I saw love burning through my eyes
The fear of losing you
Makes me want to die

Some times I end up thinking that no one loves me
And it’s true
But I don’t want to believe it
I can’t stand the thought that there’s no one out there for me
Cause if I can’t believe

What’s the use in living?
When there’s nothing to live for
What’s the use of crying?
When you’ve never cried before
What’s the use of feeling things?
When you don’t even know what they are

So when I look into my eyes I still can’t stare
I can’t stand all the pain that’s hiding there
Cause in my eyes
Myself hides
From all the things I can’t let go
If only I could show you all the things you do to me

This poem = CRAP gonk