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WHY can't I let you go?
WHY does my heart insist on holding on to you?
Does a piece of my soul still hold the hope
That someday you would love me too?

WHY can't I understand
That things between you and me
Can never be what they were before?
I wish for things that can never be.

WHY do I keep telling you?
No one has a cure for this
I am still so very in love with you
Ever since that first kiss

WHY did you do that?
WHY did you love me?
WHY can't I stop feeling this way?
I wish we could again be a we

WHY don't you love me?
We is just me, lost in my dreams
And it's not you who is there
That is only how it seems

WHY is my hope so strong?
WHY can't I see?
This is impossible
It's just me

Just me with these feelings
Just me who can't let go
Just me who's still in love
And you will never really know

WHY do I live this way?
WHY do I put myself through this pain?
I keep tearing open this old wound
And won't wash it out with my tears or the rain

I just watch it bleed and ignore it for a while
Then the scab forms again and trys to heal
But that's when I notice and rip it right off
WHY do I insist on keeping this pain real?

I don't make any sense
My heart is a mess
You're still my friend
Though I always confess

You are always trying to help
You even suggested I hate you
But I have too much love,
And you should know it's true

I guess I'll keep doing
What I know I can't quit
But I'll do my best to hide it from you
And never again admit

That no matter what you do
I have no idea why
But I will love you this much
Even beyond the day I die