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Nothing gets better when I'm around
I am...
Worthless, useless, nothing
Unimportant

I can't even cry anymore
Even though I am weak
Tears just never come
I am starting to feel numb

You matter most to me
And when you aren't here
I can't feel anything but alone

Lonliness is something I've known for so long
But when I get a glimpse of togetherness
When I'm with you
I hate everything I knew

I wish I wasn't me
I wish I was everything you wanted me to be
But I don't think I am
And I don't want you unsatisfied

What that means for us
You decide
I love you no matter what else happens
This will always stay

No matter what the world may change
My love for you will remain