Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

heart Hello! How is everyone doing? My life is doing okay, but I really wish it was doing better. Then again who doesn't wish their life was better in one way or another; it is, I suppose, a natural human characteristic to always want for something more even when you finally get just what you had been asking for all along. Here lately I know just what I want, when I want it, how I want it, where I want it, and usually how to get it. I just seem to not have the motivation that I had, but a few mere days ago. I really want to get up and get active and to read all of the books that I had planed to read, but its like I've just suddenly lost a part of me overnight. I'm sorry for all this complaining I'm doing, I know you don't want to here it. It was only a few days ago that I myself complained that all anyone does in the journals is complain about their life or just put random pictures up.
heart I figure and easy way to get myself out of this rut is to change my life style a bit. Tonight I have decided will be the last night I stay up past 10:00 pm. I will start giving myself a bedtime so that I don't have to deal with being tired, hopefully this will kick me back into gear. You see, by doing this I hope to kick my mind and body into the old school-like function it was so use too. Of course, normally I would get bored because that leaves me with nothing to do in the hours where normally I have school, but then I can simply just switch those hours with my reading, getting active, and writing hours.
heart I'm sorry again for ranting, but you know the old saying "Put what you feel in writing and your emotions will fall into peace" or something like that rolleyes . Now I think I should be nice and put up a the back of the ONE(yeah that's how bad I'm doing, instead of my usual FIVE its ONE!) book I'm reading. Also I think I'm going to start posting poems from my favorite poem book Bear Hugs. Yes its incredibly sappy, but I enjoy it.