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heart So since doing a quote every day would be just so boring, I have decided to break it up with the occasional book review and good ole' fashion rant wahmbulance . I have yet to finish anymore books since my last review, so I shall dedicate this beloved entry to my first good ole' fashioned rant. After all, what's life without some angry venting moments twisted .
heart Let's start off with a rant about naps. After all, naps are beautiful, wonderful things that breathe life and cozy contentment into the lives of tired people everywhere 3nodding . I had a nice little nap today myself heart . I normally love naps and enjoy taking them after school or work, right before I go to bed. It's wonderful that way. See you get to sleep and get all that hard(totally not pretty) "I'm-utterly-exhausted-and-when-I-finally-get-some-shut-eye-there-will-be-snoring,-drooling,-cramped-limbs,-and-sleep-deep-enough-that-we-can-have-a-tornado-and-I'll-never-know-it" kind of sleep out of the way. Then you get to get up do whatever homework/chores you have that you couldn't do earlier 'cause you were tired and then go straight back to sleep. Except this time you get to be all warm and cozy with nice little dreams and you don't wake up with every limb still asleep whee .
heart See, that was the kind of nap that I had today. My only disappointment was that I'd slept a little later then I wanted and had a cramp in my neck from the odd position that I was in mad . Otherwise, it was all good. Then I got on Facebook.
heart Why did I get on Facebook?!!!!! scream Why?!!!(and Gaia too, but Gaia is wonderful and never gives me these problems xd ) Ya see, I got on Facebook with the sole intention of harvesting my Frontierville crops(Yes, I know I have issues. emo ) only to get I.M.'d by a friend and, of course, she wants to vent. No problem, that's what friends are for. BUT, I have just woken up. I'm still in that hazy content feeling where everything and every one is in this blurry gray area of neutral-ness. I'm as useful as a brick wall right now for venting purposes, and that would be a brick wall with serious temper issues.
heart For you see, I happen to have a horrible torrent of a temper. No, I don't throw things or hit people. I'm not a physical kind of temper person, I'm a verbal one. I will not throw things or give you a black eye. I will, instead, cut you down into a pathetic worm and make you feel like a worthless piece of junk(or other much stronger word) with my words burning_eyes . Over the years, I have learned to control this side of me and to keep it in line. The last thing I want to do is to harm a loved one with cruel, callous words that I don't mean. Needless to say after some hard work my temper is now under control, as such, few outside of my close group of friends know of this temper of mine. These friends are the ones who have witnessed my temper in the few moments it still gets out. A.K.A. when I'm stressed, when I'm worried, and most importantly WHEN I'VE JUST WOKEN UP. scream But, of course, my outbursts are so under control nowadays, that even my closest friends have a tendency to forget. Like this one did. stressed
heart She does her little "Hi" and I go "Hello." Then she asks me how I am. My response, "I just got up." Now with most of my friends this is the cue that they know to go either "Oh, do you need a minute?" or "How about I talk to you later?" This friend? Nope, Goddess bless her, she just goes straight into this full on rant about this recent trip she took and the horrible roommates that she had. Needless to say, my temper just keeps rising and I keep getting more agitated. She's not taking any hints and every time I get ready to say goodbye(You know do the adult thing and walk away from the situation), she just keeps on talking. Eventually, I found a lull in the conversation and just kind of virtually ran out on her.
heart Alas, the damage had already been done. My temper is steaming(still). Plus, I'm rather disappointed that my friend couldn't tell that I was upset or remember something as basic about me as my infamous temper evil . To top everything off, I am now mentally exhausted and my nap has been reduced to a complete waste! gonk
heart Thank you for reading my rant. ~Naoar ninja