• You loved me endlessly, opened your heart to me
    Your sweet words and devotion always soothed my pain
    You would never hurt me, no matter what i did to you
    Though you sometimes see yourself as a monster
    I always knew how good you were
    I ******** you over so damn much
    I ripped your heart from your chest
    Without so much as a second thought
    Such a fool I was to have hurt someone so kind
    So damn heartless, so undeniably cruel
    You loved me more than anyone ever had
    And all along I was decieving you
    You cared for me beyond possibility
    And i did nothing but hurt you in the end
    I tried to warn you before
    But you would never listen
    I should have ended it before I hurt you
    Because now that I've gone this far
    I see how everything I've done is killing you
    I'm watching you die before my eyes
    And all I can do is hurt you more
    I'm not asking to be forgiven
    I don't deserve it and never will
    But I wish that you weren't in such agony
    This is my fault, your blood is on my hands
    And as I stand here now
    Knowing you're dying because of my cruelty
    How can I even say I love you?
    If I loved you how could I do this?
    I just don't know anymore
    I'm not saying that I don't care for you
    Because I care so god damn much
    I deserve and eternity of torture for what I've done
    You can't deny that anymore
    And I know you'll probably never speak to me again
    You didn't even say goodbye last time we met
    So if you ever read this
    This'll be my own goodbye to you