• Out of sympathy you grip my hand. Then after a while you crumbled my world like sand. I thought your word of for ever were true. I believed in the thought that your "one in a few". The words I love you, to you were just a game. I think your lies and tricks are insane. I remember tat night, we layed starring into each others eyes. Not knowing every word you whispered were lies. Sometimes I wish I could take it all back. Sometimes pain is a tragic life fact. Without mistake you can't learn, to gain knowledge you must wait ur turn. Remember when we'd sit and talk on the hone for the longest time. Sometimes we'd say nothing, at times to much, the mistake was mine. Everytime I spent time with you I felt alive. In the end you were just another guy deprived. I wish I could erase you completly from my mind. I wish I could forget your face and all good and bad times. Theres still the fact that I can't help but love you. I wonder if at once it was true that you possibly loved me too. You spent the time we had getting high. I could have said anything, you'd believe any lie. My mind and heart aren't yours to mess with! I fell in love with our every soft touch, chapped liped kiss. I wish I could just pretend I was fine, but there were all those memorick times. To me now you are a speck of gatherd mistakes. But I have to deal with what life will give and wait it'll take.