fiend or friend

• Artist: Ms Make Me Smile
• Description: its about the fact that a friend hates my stupidity, and how i hate that im stupid,and how i dont try to be stupid i just cant help what i am and that by nature we should hate each other and a part of us do but the other part dont.please comment and rate and ill comment back if you want
• Date: 10/30/2008
• Tags: fiend friend

my stupidity you hate
you cant understand
i do try
i never chose this upon myself

i doubt i i will cahnge
i will always try

changing who i am
can be done
but changing what i am
can not be done

forever you will hate it
the marks of your words will always cut me
and as every drop of blood drips
my ever growing stupidity
will become more evident
whether meant or not

what you can't see
i do not choose this
it is not who i am
it is what i am

your intelect taughts me
with every fibre of its being

but the thing you cant see
it is the part i cant change
the part that wont change

we are opposites
by all accounts

by nature
you should hate me

part of you does
part of you doesnt

as with me
my heart tell me hate
but my head tells me love

you will eventually choose your nature
you never say it
but you'll secretely wish i was never here
never in your world

while i will want
to say im happy
but nor my head nor heart will agree

we were natural enemys
and eventually nature caught up with us
never again to be free of our instincts

enemys
in one part of my heart we were
in the other we were friends till the end

or at least we thought

by srd sakura

Comments

[Summer Fallwinterspring]

Ugh. It's "hella" pointless. I hate you for being stupid too, if it's of any help.

[rich milk chocolate]

i really like your poem.its really good. its hella deep and could b related too. u should write more if you havent already.