• One day everything will be fine, everyone will smile. The sky will be blue, the sun will shine.
    But not today...
    Today it's raining, nobody is on the streets. Everyone is at home, stuck in front of the computer (like you) or they are out of town with their friends. It's summer, the end of a bloody annoying summer. Everything is a lie, everybody lies.
    I'd like to see you trying to smile in this bloody sad world, I know you can't smile, it's too hard, for you, for me. But I must smile, I have to cover my sadness with smiles. And yet here I am staying in this place, actually I'm stuck here. It's hard to tell you everything that I feel, that I do, that I see.
    I'm rewriting myself as I want to be. No more dreaming to be some girl who has everything, who can be anyone. No more fear of the future. I'm becoming someone else, I'm becoming the new me. It's almost a new life.
    Everyone is wrong, everywhere are twisted mad people who think they are precious, and I must live in this horrible world. Everyone is expecting me to be normal, to be happy, even if I'm not.
    I look trough the windows and see then emptiness of this world. Here, now, when no one is watching me I can be sad, I don't have to smile anymore and I'm thinking of the past.
    Suddenly it's night, it doesn’t rain anymore, couples everywhere. I see them and think “Someday I'll find another dream to follow, to chase, to love.” I once had a dream, it was gorgeous, it was our dream, or, at least, mine , because one day it ended, disappeared and left me lonely to cry.