• Have you ever had the feeling you were hated? Well flash back........ 8 years old girl, 6 years old boy, 3moths baby boy. All in a geto nehibor hood with harm all around them no gates to keep the devils out. Everynight hopin we will all wake up alive. Alive from the danger of the dangerous outside.........but mostly the dangers of the inside................Dads a drunk sad no way to care wat we do or happens.........mommies a slut comes for money. When bad stuff comes they would tell us to close our eyes and as soon as we wake up everything would be fine. I believed them. Second morning there's a scream and a BANG.......my brother and i wake up with a startle. We run to the kitchen and out parents are fighting again. Moms punching my dad....Dads pulling and feriously slapping her. Yelling at eachother...All my brothers and i could do was cry and scream stooop. my seeing my brothers crying hurts me so much sad . Finally mom yells" sonny get the fuking knife!" I cry, "No sonny ur gonna hurt daddy,stop!" To late he grabbed and my moms yelling kill that b***h. you could tell the tension and hate in our house. For me it was like hell. My brother was crieng he didnt want to he pulled the knife back getting ready to kill my dad my moms holding my dad my dads struggling to get away baby brothers under the cover with our dog cooper to keep safe and crying. He pulls the kife back and all of a sudden you here a scream..........No more screaming but that one bloody scream. They look at me and im gasping for air i had been stabbed deep in the stomach of course acidentally by my brother im screaming and crying. Mom cried,"sweety im sorry so sorry." My dad drops to the floor crying to. i Was hurt not from the pai of the stab and blood but more from the rage anger and hatrid... The devil finally got to them. My mom got a towel and put it to my cut it stinged so much. She grabbed my brothers a out them in the car to. Leaving my dad home to cry on the floor. I took one last glance at my dad he looked at me with a sad face. I will never forget that look.............ever.