• geek,i'll show them
    nerd,he whispered as he slowly set the pistol in his bag
    loser,he repeated as he stepped in the school

    the bell slowly died down as he walked through the long empty hallway,
    he stoped looking at a small beehive,a single wasp flew by attacking the hive,
    he stared at it fo another moment and continued down the lonly hallway,
    tears fell from his eyes as he stepped up to his classroom door,13,he slowly unzipped his backpack and turned back at the door,a wild look now
    in his eyes,but his eyes they looked uncertain,unsure,sad......

    i watched him that whole time, as he stood staring in the classroom,
    my gut felt like it was deflated as if something bad was going to happen,
    naturaly i ignored it,but...i couldn't stop looking at him,he turned and messed with his bag so i looked up at the clock thirteen minutes of class left,
    i looked back down and our eyes met,he had that same wild,unsure look in his eyes,he reached for the door then stopped,and finaly i realised what he was doing,my eyes opened franticaly looking around,then back at him he quickly looked away from me and he reached back into his bag,i still stare in fear i pleaded silently to him,he pulled his hand out the bag and walked away,
    i almost sighed in relief

    when our eyes met she stare wildly at me,she knew it,she knew what i was going to do,she looked like she was about to cry,i looked away unable to stand her sorrowful gaze,but i still felt it's presence so i walked away,
    my plan it failed,i was happy inside butstill angry at myself,why did i just stop because of her?how did she stop me? the questions zipped through my head,as the bell rang through the hallways,i turned back and then i saw her staring at me almost angrily and coming straight towards me

    i shot out my seat as the bell rang,i had to stop him,i wasn't in his next class so i wouldn't be able to stop him from....so i ran out,i was worried but my face reflected otherwise,he turned loking at me he seemed almost...scared,i stopped right in front of him,"WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?" i was surprised to find myself yelling at him,he just stare at me so i figured i'de knock some sense in to him,i slapped him right across the face,as i pulled my hand back i realised it was wet,i looked up at his face wet with tears,i calmed myself down
    "stop crying...i mean..seriously" and before i knew it those stupid words ushered out my mouth "you such a loser...."

    and then...i snapped,i quickly reached in my bag and pulled out the pistol holding it up to her the barrel lie on her nose,my eyes were wide open now,
    "SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP!!!" i screamed,thousand upon thousand of eyes lie upon me as i slowly cocked the pistol,but i turned and looked at her face,
    and there lie the single most unforgetable face i'd ever seen,a surprised expression,but her face it was...so beautiful,perfect,why!how come she is so perfect!?and i fired the pistol.........BANG!

    i sadly stared at the body lieing on the floor,full of blood and sorrow
    and i sat down next to his broken body,yes i was alive for he had shot himself,
    i buried my face in his chest,"i'm sorry,i'm sorry,i'm so so sorry" and i cried,
    as he slowly wrapped his arms around me,and i silently listened to his heart beat,for they told a story clerly and vividly,they told his story from birth to death,and i finaly realised why he snapped,and also why he shot himsef instead of me,"i love you too" and i was slowly pulled of him