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he doesn't want to be with me, i guess i've accepted that. just as i've accepted he was never actually in love with me or really ever wanted to be with me
doesn't matter if he wanted to want to. bottom line, he didn't want to.
someone to replace what i was doesn't really make all that much sense..
he wasn't in love with me and didn't want to be with me, so i dunno why he'd want that
a good distraction as he said.. that's pretty much it..
yet he wants to be with someone good, but stays with these bitches and sluts.. 'cause having sex is more important apparently
and it's really not so great hearing how he wants to be with someone like me.. just, not me.
owell.
what's done is done.
this is.. apparently how he wants things
but yet he was an idiot and screwed up he says?
yeah, that may be true, but it's not like he wants to get together now or possibly ever again anyways.. so it doesn't really matter I guess
i mean if he was all wishing he hadn't screwed up and whatnot because he wanted to, i guess that'd be better. but just being sorry doesn't really help or change anything. and it's not like he wants to, so..
owell ..again.