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you're not the only one that needs to be needed.. sometimes i do too.. and you need her now it seems and me less and less.. so i've been on less and less.. i guess

Posted by: bloodybubbles Thu Dec 11, 2008 @ 03:56am

When life gives you lemons...

...throw them at people...

so you're not the only one with lemons.[/color:da31c633b2][/size:da31c633b2][/align:da31c633b2]

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bloodybubbles
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Commented on: Sat Dec 13, 2008 @ 12:26am


	you have people, hun, but you push them away. and i know you'll always have me, you just.. never want me =/ it's alright though

Commented on: Sun Dec 14, 2008 @ 05:17pm


	you have nobody.. i'm sick of being nobody.. ******** sucks

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Commented on: Wed Dec 17, 2008 @ 07:42pm


	being a bit plump is better and sexier than being a boyish twig-person.. and yet.. he always goes back to the twig bitches.. which is another interesting thing.. hate dealing with high maintenance bitches and whatnot.. and yet.. yeh whatever and look at that.. goes right back to her again 'cause it'd be easier? 'cause i'm like this completely horrible girlfriend apparently owell i guess

Commented on: Thu Dec 18, 2008 @ 07:23pm


	don't see why he didn't just ask his wife what he should have done.. prolly would of been more convenient and gotten an answer sooner..

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Commented on: Wed Mar 04, 2009 @ 07:29pm


	still rather not talk to me then i guess =/ his avatar seems to have gotten a bit odd well hopefully he's doing alright and he's leaving to go back either tomorrow or friday night so it'd probably be safe to assume that if he doesn't say anything by then he's prolly just planning on never talking to me again i guess i mean it's "so difficult" or whatever.. then just.. continues to not.. majorly sucks, for me at least.. makes sense to me though.. sick of me, doesn't want anything to do with me.. owell i guess.. =/ things're easier for him and he seems to be good so that's good maybe they were right and he's just better off without me even remotely in his life anyways

Commented on: Wed Mar 04, 2009 @ 07:42pm


	i know why i've been on so much less frequently lately i mean.. he's ignoring me and as far as i know, wants nothing to do with me from now on so.. why would i be on? do you have any idea how much that hurts? but what am i going to do about it? he wants to be with her because things are easier for him that way and he's happier and he wants nothing to do with me because i am apparently just.. horrible.. and mak ehim feel horrible and whatever else i want him to be happy.. so i'm obviuosly not going to bother him or anything.. but i don't need the constant reminder of him ignoring me and whatnot screaming at me about how much of a terrible person i apparenlty am i still come on.. if he decided for some reason he did still want to talk or at least try to talk i'd get the message but don't worry.. i won't keep my hopes up about him wanting to talk again.. i do realise that he probably won't want to but owell all he sees me as is a whiny, naggy, needy, irritating and just generally horrid person anyways apparently so.. yeh.. owell i guess

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Commented on: Tue Mar 10, 2009 @ 07:00pm


	honestly though.. i really don't constantly demand that he tells me he loves me yeah, i misinterpret things sometimes- everyone does.. everyone makes mistakes.. i don't see why it's always a huge issue when i do too and i really don't think that i would be angry or hateful towards him if we actually tried and things didn't work out.. i mean, it would suck and yeah, i would probably cry.. but i wouldn't be insanely upset with him or whatever but it doesn't matter anyways he'd apparently rather be with a complete psycho or whatever than me anyways and he's decided that i'm pretty much a completely horrible girlfriend as it is.. so.. too bad for me i guess.. =/ i do still want him to be happy and everything though and i just really think getting back with her would just ******** him up even more it always does..

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