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he doesn't want to be with me, i guess i've accepted that. just as i've accepted he was never actually in love with me or really ever wanted to be with me doesn't matter if he wanted to want to. bottom line, he didn't want to. someone to replace what i was doesn't really make all that much sense.. he wasn't in love with me and didn't want to be with me, so i dunno why he'd want that a good distraction as he said.. that's pretty much it.. yet he wants to be with someone good, but stays with these bitches and sluts.. 'cause having sex is more important apparently and it's really not so great hearing how he wants to be with someone like me.. just, not me. owell. what's done is done. this is.. apparently how he wants things but yet he was an idiot and screwed up he says? yeah, that may be true, but it's not like he wants to get together now or possibly ever again anyways.. so it doesn't really matter I guess i mean if he was all wishing he hadn't screwed up and whatnot because he wanted to, i guess that'd be better. but just being sorry doesn't really help or change anything. and it's not like he wants to, so.. owell ..again.

Posted by: bloodybubbles Thu Jan 08, 2009 @ 06:00pm

When life gives you lemons...

...throw them at people...

so you're not the only one with lemons.[/color:da31c633b2][/size:da31c633b2][/align:da31c633b2]

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Commented on: Fri Jan 09, 2009 @ 05:10pm


	i've been thinking.. how hard does it suck that he almost completely stopped talking to me because of some crazy slut- again? and why does it say i have two comments.. this is one ONEEEE.. goodness..

Commented on: Fri Jan 09, 2009 @ 07:58pm


	i dunno about this.. if he's actually telling the truth or not.. he pretty much tells me that kind of stuff all the time though.. like with ashley "just some annoying 16/17 year old that wants to sleep with me.." then it turns out he'd been dating her and cheated on me with her for sometime before and now there's annie and whatnot.. so.. i dunno.. benefit of the doubt i guess. why not? and that was kinda weird.. make a point that other people would have to be there.. like i'd jump him or something.. he doesn't want to be with me, i know this, i'm not going to like try and force him or something. that'd just be.. awkward and generally horrible and he'd prolly hate me and never talk to me again.. so.. yeah..

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Commented on: Fri Jan 09, 2009 @ 08:50pm


	yep.. another 'just some annoying person' but yet he keeps talking to her and friendlist and whatnot.. owell, whatever, it's none of my business. that's how he wants it, that's how it is what is wrong with me lately?

Commented on: Sat Jan 10, 2009 @ 06:42pm


	technically, you're wrong as well m'dear. where there's a will there's a way, but it's alright, as i've said, i've accepted you don't want to but there's certainly a bit of a difference in not wanting to and thinking you've ****** up so terribly you'd never get the chance to and you probably have ****** up so much that any normal person wouldn't give you another chance, but we both know i'm not normal ..and i still love you.. (all i did was change the color and size, it's exactly what it said before)

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Commented on: Sun Jan 11, 2009 @ 05:19pm


	a whole plethora of strange little female friends on here.. eh.. owell none of my businesss

Commented on: Sun Jan 11, 2009 @ 09:27pm


	I don't see how I'm wrong though.. "he doesn't want to be with me, i guess i've accepted that. just as i've accepted he was never actually in love with me or really ever wanted to be with me doesn't matter if he wanted to want to. bottom line, he didn't want to." that's what he's been telling me. he was never actually in love with me or wanted to be with me. so if it's wrong it's because he's been lying or things have somehow magically changed and he hasn't said anything.. the same with the ashley thing I said.. she is and was obviously more than just some annoying little kid that wanted to sleep with you after everything that's happened and he did almost stop talking to me because of some crazy slut again. I was being a b***h, he defended her and decided that he wouldn't like to talk to me again.. avoid me for the whole year, remember? and with the whole he 'couldn't trust himself with me' thing. again with the doesn't want to be with me or anything thing, so.. yeah.. dunno why he wouldn't be able to

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Commented on: Mon Jan 12, 2009 @ 08:09pm


	honestly, i think i'm more aggravated with the fact that you still just decide things can't happen or won't work but it doesn't matter because as you've said- it's not what you want anyways. and if it isn't what you want to begin with- yeah, i guess it prolly wouldn't work out so great

Commented on: Thu Mar 05, 2009 @ 04:43pm


	that's great.. so pretty much he doesn't even want a girlfriend or wife or whatever.. he basically just wants a caretaker whom he can ********..

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