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Monday, November 20, 2006

Squirm


I think I'm growing further from my family. It has to be expected of someone my age I guess. I've been here in Florida for four or five days now and have done little beyond hiding in my room and avoiding everyone. I have a theory. As I've aged I've developed interests of my own. These interests are either not shared or frowned upon in my family. Therefore, why should I spend time with people who have absolutely no interest in what I enjoy? I've been fed the bullshit line of, "Because they're your family." or "You have to love your family!" How does this hold true? Where the #### is your evidence? Lay it out you stupid sonofabitch, I want to see it.

I would have been more than content with not existing. People seem to think that I'd suddenly care if they say something along the lines of 'but they made you.' Wonderful. Why do I have to be thankful for being given life? What would have happened if I had not been born? I would have never existed and therefore would not, nor be capable of, giving two ##### and a #### if I'd been squeezed out or not. Quod erat demonstrandu b***h.



p.s. don't mind the pound signs. Thats just NetNanny doing her job.