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to the other journal entry previous to this one.

Everyone now is just nodding their head and agreeing. No one cares I think to tell me their view on my choice.

This past week i've gotten almost no sleep and if I have it's been restless and i've always been fatigued from running around and doing stuff during the day, so i'm super tired. Imagine yourself the third most fatigued time you've ever been in then stretch it out over atleast 7 days and during those days assume you get 5-6 hours of sleep with it being very very restless and you always wake up in the middle of a REM. So when you wake up you're very very tired. So tired that you're completely out of it all day, as I am and have been the past seven days.

I stayed in bed for two and a half hours last night waiting for Stephanie to call last night, she didn't call.

I found out my Great Grand Mother has a blood clot in her groin and they had to take her to the hospital and basically they're going to have to either let her die or cut off her right leg.

My family is here from Nebraska but I can't wait for them to leave. I don't know why, i'm usually happy for them to be here. Or maybe i'm just thinking I want them to leave but I really do want them here.. meh part of the perks being completely confused and out of it.

I walked into a wall yesterday, I swear I didn't see it even though it was right infront of me.

I hate laying down on my couch being dog tired and not being able to sleep.

I guess one good thing about always being this way every summer is that you eventually get to a point where you can type with superb grammar, punctuation and capitalization when you're a rotting zombie like I am.

By the way, i'm a ******** horrible speller and I had to look up punctuation and capitlization on Google.