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Tonight I am rather...sad... to say the least...

Today was fun, but whenever I have a good day, it seems to be at night I realize it's a one in a million thing that happens so very, less then ever,

My mother has someone, my sister has someone, hell.. My friends who can date have someone, and I don't even have what I should...

I don't have friends who will come hang out with me often, more of them would rather go hang out with one of the other...

Or they just cant hang with me for other reasons...

I think I'll be bombing my second semester at school... I passed with c's and up last semester, but now... I've kind of just lost my care in it.

I feel like... everything is bombing around me. Hell, I just made a new friend, but still my trust isn't there. I'm always waiting for new friends to say 'You're not worth the trouble" And watch them walk off.

I have no trust in men or women, Not sure why... Well, yeah, I do..

All I've gotten is shitty men in my life, and women haven't been much better. Sometimes I don't know whether to hate or like my own mother... Things she does and says... It confuses me...

Meh... I'm so tired... Imma go to bed, then go to school... But I need to bandage my blister first... Brush my teeth.. Be ready for a drug screening tomorrow...

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