yes, being immortal sucks. And yes, it used to be because every other person i liked died. It's not anyymore, simply because i don't care about mortals anymore. I try to make friends that'll last.
I think i hate being immortal because my entire past would be is stuck with me. forever. If i let myself have al of my memories, i'm sure i wouldn't even be able to move from how many emotions would be running through my head.
orrrrr....
I'd be happy. I don't know. I'm too scared to try letting myself have all of my memories back. Besides... it seems like such a stupid idea.
Y'know what's stupid? A lot of things i don't let myself remember, i don't even know how they'd hurt me. But they were apparently annoying enough to get rid of. Like, i don't remember my mom's name, or the name of the town i grew up in, or the grade that i dropped of school in. It's all just not there.'
Which bothers me. I want to think that there's no such thing as a memory that is too much for me. Even if it's a sad memory, i want to keep it forever.
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