Moving in, surgery Feb. 21...it's all, um, good.
I spent my first week at my new house this week. It's a nice little place to live; it feels like a townhouse even if it isn't. It's probably because the townhouse I once lived in was just as dirty and carpenter ant infested as the house I'm in now. The only problem I have with it is that my bedroom walls are white o.o
Weird, huh? I created this sort of unnerving-ness of sleeping in a room with white walls all because of Silent Hill 4. You may have heard of it because of the movie--it's the only game that actually gave me the inability to sleep at night. I can think about Resident Evil all through the night in extreme detail, heads exploding and everything, and not a shiver goes down my crooked spine nor a fear through my deranged mind. Whoa, that kinda-sorta rhymed. Holy crud. Is this the start of a song or something?
Anyways, as for the Silent Hilliness, you'll have to Google it yourself because it's nearly beddy-by time for me. I don't like going into detail with my fears.
Oh, and I noticed while looking through my many but little entries that I had two on my back surgery--one where I was quite excited while the other completely flabbergasted. The excited was because I'm missing tres weeks de la escuela de dias (catch that?) while the horrified one was because my mom mentioned that I had to give blood if I ever lose blood "on the table." -squirmy-
Just thinking of myself on a table with a knife cutting through my back is just...euagh! Scares the bejesus out of me.
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