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I don't get this hell
This nightmare
This so-called life
My head spins round and round

Everytime something terrible happen
One by one so often
The world is spinning too quickly
This is when I fall in the dark

So I reach for an escape
Death seems like the only escape
I take the dagger
I resort to cutting my wrists
The bllood stains on my sheets

Nothing can be held as truth
No one can be trusted
Not ur best friends
Not ur father

I've been betrayed so many times
Memories of abuse and lies
Racing through my head
I'm lost in the darkness called life

I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I WANT TO DIE!
tAKE THIS DAGGER!
AND STAB ME IN THE HEART!

Nothing works
I'm not ok
But it doesn't mtter
I'm probably going to die anyways