I’ve tried so hard
And I think I am done
I have taken this gun
To my head
Trying to forget you
And everything you made me feel
But I can’t
Forget what has made me real
And even though I’m still here now
I think my time is fading
Everything my heart ever beated for
Is gone
The wind is so frightening
Carrying away whatever made this be
I will always remember
What you told me
You said we would be
Together forever and after
But whatever happened to that?
And I’m trying
So hard
To forget everything that ever made me happy
So that I
Can move on
To wherever I am supposed to be
To who ever I am trying to be
I can’t let you go
No not just yet
Not until I have something left
But every time I think I found my reason
Someone pulls me out from under
So please help me balance
Before I fade away into the time
I think I am done waiting
For you to hold me up again
So let this candle burn out
I don’t think you even care
If I die bleeding
You left me broken
Bleeding
Shattered
And alone
You took away
All the happiness I owned
So I think it’s time I go
This heart is heavy with the sorrow you have plagued
And these eyes will never live to see the day
The day when things will be okay
Not perfect just satisfactory
Not such an emotional breakdown
Everyday I have to guard myself
From this tyranny of evil
And I think that I am done
I’m tired of this waiting
This constant debating
Of if tomorrow will be worth it
I’ll try one last time
To lie to the world
That I’m doing fine
But I really don’t think it is worth it
When I finally realized
That this heart stopped
Beating
For something that was never there before
I found that my reason
Had left me here in the silence
To coward down into everything I feared
I won’t cry anymore
I will try not to feel
This constant sadness and pain
Aching to be let free
I will forget it all
To leave it behind
With all of myself
I want to start over
With something else
That never was
So please
Help me forget my past
And everything else
That has made this mistake today
Help me remember
That I never was okay
This act that I play
Never gets old
It just becomes exhausting
So I think I am done
Once more I am finished
I think I will back down
And let this mind be at peace
I will let someone else control my mind
Since I am no longer willing to do it
I don’t want to stand up to the current anymore
This fight is over
I have lost
I just will admit it
Won’t you?
And I think I am done
I have taken this gun
To my head
Trying to forget you
And everything you made me feel
But I can’t
Forget what has made me real
And even though I’m still here now
I think my time is fading
Everything my heart ever beated for
Is gone
The wind is so frightening
Carrying away whatever made this be
I will always remember
What you told me
You said we would be
Together forever and after
But whatever happened to that?
And I’m trying
So hard
To forget everything that ever made me happy
So that I
Can move on
To wherever I am supposed to be
To who ever I am trying to be
I can’t let you go
No not just yet
Not until I have something left
But every time I think I found my reason
Someone pulls me out from under
So please help me balance
Before I fade away into the time
I think I am done waiting
For you to hold me up again
So let this candle burn out
I don’t think you even care
If I die bleeding
You left me broken
Bleeding
Shattered
And alone
You took away
All the happiness I owned
So I think it’s time I go
This heart is heavy with the sorrow you have plagued
And these eyes will never live to see the day
The day when things will be okay
Not perfect just satisfactory
Not such an emotional breakdown
Everyday I have to guard myself
From this tyranny of evil
And I think that I am done
I’m tired of this waiting
This constant debating
Of if tomorrow will be worth it
I’ll try one last time
To lie to the world
That I’m doing fine
But I really don’t think it is worth it
When I finally realized
That this heart stopped
Beating
For something that was never there before
I found that my reason
Had left me here in the silence
To coward down into everything I feared
I won’t cry anymore
I will try not to feel
This constant sadness and pain
Aching to be let free
I will forget it all
To leave it behind
With all of myself
I want to start over
With something else
That never was
So please
Help me forget my past
And everything else
That has made this mistake today
Help me remember
That I never was okay
This act that I play
Never gets old
It just becomes exhausting
So I think I am done
Once more I am finished
I think I will back down
And let this mind be at peace
I will let someone else control my mind
Since I am no longer willing to do it
I don’t want to stand up to the current anymore
This fight is over
I have lost
I just will admit it
Won’t you?
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