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I'm Tired Of Being Let Down. Please Let This Be The Last Time. No Matter How Much You Hate Me, I'll Always Love You, But That Doesn't Mean That This Dissapointment Is Fake. It's As Real As The Red On My Wrists. I always thought that no matter what you would stay true, to your words you have spoken, but I guess I was wrong. Wrong about your empty promises. No one is perfect. I dont want you to try to be. It just hurts too much to be let down by someone you investing all your hope in. I dont care about the past. I just want the future to change. I want to remember all the people I forgot, I want to get back all the people I left behind, and I want to forgive myself for everything. My faults, my scars, my lies. I want change, but Im afriad of it. Change is something I fear, but i have to stand up to it some day. The only thing i want to tell you is that, Im dissapointed. In not only you, but in myself, for believing that a creature of habit, could change. And im sorry, that I let myself down. Trusting you was something I should not have done. So for the last time, please...

Dont let me down