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It's an otherwise boring Saturday for me.Up early to go to my driving lessons.Practiced the routes I may be driving on for the test and a bit of parallel parking, a few of it with the instructor with me and the rest by myself with him telling me to wait or go outside.Didn't do so bad.Apparently, I may be getting my license this week.I'm overjoyed, but still hesitant as to whether I'll do well on the test.I get nervous easily.Rest of the day's been average.Played some Balloono with a friend before she had to leave and did things here and there on Gaia.Changed my signature pic(the art one) and my avi.It's a school girl type of thing, but with my twist added to it.I'm still slightly ticked because of what happened yesterday.I mean, I was looking forward to it so much...I love my niece and nephew.I'm not so close to my niece(one of my brothers is), but with my nephew...Heck, he's a lot like me!I remember how, when I was 7 or 8 years old, my sister was pregnant with him and I was so proud."I'm gonna be the youngest aunt ever!", I would say to my classmates(I could be wrong.There could be younger aunts than me in the world.Heck if I know).I would play with him when he was a baby.Years went by, he got a sister.*sigh*And my sister started to drift away by spending more of her time with her husband's side of the family than with us.At the kids' birthday parties, most of the people invited would be members from my brother-in-law's family.I didn't have much fun at any of those parties.Last time I saw my nephew, niece, sister and brother-in-law was at a party for some cousins of my dad's.It was amazing how much my nephew had fun talking sillyness with me!That's what I had hoped to experience yesterday by babysitting for my sister.But alas, it was not to happen.Sis, you still have a long way to go to fix our relationship.I don't even know if Dad told you about what happened and why I was at work with him for that one week...Oh Sis...why did you have to drift so far away?
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