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I know it's been forever since I've written anything in here. Things have been just frustrating. It's hard to get through some days and I've had to get help to deal with everything. Started a partial hospitalization yesterday. To explain what that is, I'll first say what a total hospitalization is. That's when you're in a psychiatric hospital 24/7 with other patients, doctors, nurses, therapists, case workers, etc. Partial is more like therapy day care. You arrive early and you leave like an hour after lunch. During that time, you get group therapy, activities, meetings with doctors and case workers, among other things. I go back on Monday and am supposed to finish on Thursday. Wednesday has a family appointment happening, but I don't know how that'll go. Also had to be prescribed some medication: one for depression, one for anxiety and the last to help me sleep. Nothing against medication, they just haven't helped out much before. Let's hope it's different this time.

Dealing with all that has just killed any creative juices, whether it's for drawing, pixeling or writing. I just do not feel up for it. I apologize for that. Maybe when I'm better and actually feeling like myself, I'll get back to it. But for now, I just can't. Have to focus on getting myself better...