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Yo-Yo-You-Yo! Da Fluff is in da ha-ouse! xd lawlz... okay, here is my eighteenth entry! blaugh

Today is 9/20/2010... It is 7:43pm... -sniffles- and I’m crying tears of joy and sadness (but mostly joy) right now... you’ll understand in a little bit, okie? :3

I woke up today feeling rather depressed... Actually, I’ve been depressed for a few days now... I won’t explain why, cuz that’s getting a little too much into my personal life neutral I also woke up really late. My mom had to leave early so that meant that she won’t be able to drop me off at my bus stop.

I didn’t have time to pick out clothes, so I reached for the first things I saw: a t-shirt that said “Rock-N-Roll” on the top and a bunch of random pictures that have to do with music, a pair of dark jeans, and my sweater. I went to the bathroom to wash up, change quickly, put in my contacts, and put on my pendant. I didn’t have time to put up my hair in any fashion (I usually put my hair in a half-up-half-down style or in a pony-tail) so I just brushed it, grabbed my socks, and ran to my school stuffs.

I didn’t have time to make sure that I had everything was in my bag, so I just grabbed my bag and bolted for the door. I saw a few people walking towards the bus stop, but I still continued to walk quickly. After I had reached the bus stop, I realized that the shirt that I was wearing was a bit too small, was very itchy, and was slightly see-through... I also realized that my jeans were a tad too small and they dipped rather low... redface well, at least I had an over-sized jacket on! Hehehe... sweatdrop I was still feeling more depressed as I waited for the bus to arrive.

After the bus picked us up, it went to go pick up the rest of the kids. I couldn’t get my usual seat near the front, so I had to move a little towards the back of the bus. Since I moved a little, Adam didn’t see me and he sat with Shane instead. I started to feel a little more bummed out; I needed a friend to distract me from the depressing thoughts that I kept having.

Once we got to school, me and Adam headed towards the usual spot near the band room. We met up with the gaurdo’s and Megan gave me a snicker doodle cookie! Yummies! It cheered me up a little at least smile We all just hung around the band room for a bit. I just sat there smiling at everyone and looking at the scars on my hands from the rope burns I got during band camp. That’s about when the depressing thoughts started to come back again... :’(

Then it was time for Algebra 3A. I sat down at my usual spot next to the gaurdo’s and began talking to Megan about random stuffs. While me and Megan were talking, the gaurdo next to me (I think her name is Hannah) interrupted our convo. I know she doesn’t talk to me much and we don’t really know each other, but she wanted to tell me that I had long and pretty eyelashes. I smiled and told her thank you and went back to doing my work. She will never know it, but I almost cried tears of joy at that point :’)

Alright, back to the Algebra classroom. We would be getting our tests back from Friday. I gots 100% again, surprise surprise (sarcasm). We will be having our mid-term this Friday, so we went over some review problems and worksheets. We also got to see our grades in this class. Oh, you’re wondering what my grade is? Hmmm... well, I gots 100% on every test so far, and homework assignments don’t count towards our grades...
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... Heh, I’ll let you people do the math twisted

Once class ended, I started heading towards homeroom; Hannah’s compliment still ringing in my head. Homeroom was boring as usual. I didn’t do much besides talk with my friend Katie.

In Filipino, we worked with sentence structures and verbal nouns. Then we had to meet with our 6 o’ clock clock-partners (my partner was the other Arielle) and create a sentence with a verbal noun in it. We came up with one then Ginang told us to put our names on it. Arielle simply put down “The Arielles” on our paper and it made me laugh a little. Then the girl next to me (I think her name is Chanel) tapped my shoulder and asked me what a certain word Filipino meant. But before I got the chance to tell her, she interrupted me and told me that I had pretty eyes, some girls next to me agreed with her. I blushed lots and told them thanks... Towards the end of class, the new kid, Prince, actually said hi to me for the first time! Maybe this will be a new friendship! wow, ya know it almost feels like everyone knows that I’ve been depressed today... everyone seems to want to make my day better :’’’’’’’)

Lunch was a chicken patty sandwich... blegh... xp I told my friends about the compliments that I’ve been getting lately. They told me that it’s true, I do have pretty eyes and eyelashes. I smiled at them, thanked them, and a tear slid down my face, but no one noticed it.

Then it was time for band. We usually do music rehearsals on Mondays, but we had to march today instead. We reviewed the first half of the fourth movement. Once we finished up, me and my new friend Christy started goofing off. She told me that I can always make her laugh. I started tearing up with joy, but, thankfully, no one noticed it.

For the rest of the day, I couldn't focus on anything else except for all those comments. It really saved me from depression for the rest of the day. I feel so happy to have met people who won't hesitate to say something nice to someone they barely even know.

-yawns- well, it's 11:22pm, might as well go sleep nows! nighty-nights! ~♪

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