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Where are you?

i stayed up thinking of you
till 3 am
when i finally realized i wasn't
getting you back.. ever
that was what has been hurting me
all along,
it was in the back of my head
suddenly i felt
my body take over
folding me into a curled ball tight ,
yet loose
tears went
on and on
i didn't sleep that night
i wanted to die that night.
the words he said
the memories we made
kept coming back
i heard my mom yell
'WAKE UP!'
i stopped crying
he took something away from me
cause i feel numbness
i think it was my heart.