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I gain, I lose

I gain by losing, I lose by gaining. The shard's of my heart are still remaining.

I lost my will and reason,I found the reason of my will. No more, is my soul, ill..

To live is to hurt, to hurt is to live. Pain you have to take for love to give.

Me, they solemnly reject. Soon they'll drown in regret.

Their love I do not need. From their love my heart does not feed.

He is my cure, my remedy. He is the one that has made me see.

Others have tried to make me see the light. But I remained in the dark night.

I needed someone like me. Someone that lets me be.

To feel acceptance you must feel rejection. Both are hard injections.

For you to heal you must burn, for you to burn you must heal. That is the deal.

Burning fire fueled by hatred, Burning hatred fueled by fire. To the hatred I aspire.

My heart wants pain, pain want's my heart. It's going to rip it's self apart.

But he taught me another way. By the sweet words he says to me, day from day.

But in pain my heart is. Not since his lips I gently kiss.

No longer does my heart like that feels. For it's scars slowly heal..