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Suicide

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The time ticks so slow

The pain runs deep

I wish it would end



Laughs….. they enter my mind

They would all laugh if I went through with this

"She couldn't handle it!"

Is what they would shout and then run away



A single tear trickles down my face

For I began to think of how happy my parents would be

To find me laying in my bed with no breaths left

They would rejoice with happiness and continue with their lives



No one would care if I gave my last breath right now

Not my parents, not my friends, not even God

I know I was a mistake

I will make right was done wrong



I take the shining in my object in my hand

I slash it across my wrist

The fresh blood feels so good

I slide it across my throat



As I they there on my bed and the fresh blood pours out,

All the pictures of everyone who never cared flash through my mind

They laugh exactly like I knew they would

I think, Soon the pain will be all over



The deed is now done

The wrong was made right

Soon they will find me

Another suicide victim