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Hey babe... Well you wanted to know whats going on, so here it is....
Well lets see I can't really recall telling you or not, but my cousin Amanda was arrested and kicked out of the house after attacking the family, and swinging a metal pole at my stepfather while he was holding the baby the day after new years, well then since that moment my parents have been back and forth between court and having to deal with her constantly calling us, asking to come home, and stupid s**t like that. She was put in a home yesterday. I don't really know why my parents even bother talking to someone like that, after what she has done to us (it's not the first time she had resorted to violence, and qutie frankly she was just a b***h).
Then theres Tim... You remember Tim of course, and how he can wind up super attached to his girlfriends, well Timmy is in a terrible relationship with this girl, and I mean truely aweful like it's killing his mother to see the two of them together, well an intervention was called to try and see if we can make some progress with that, and it didn't go well at all. I wound up having to hold him back in fear that he might go after somebody, and I cried on his shoulder that night, I don't remember the last time I cried before hand. Sooo since then a small dent has been made, but it seems like it's just fading and going back to the old super crazy insanely controlling b***h girlfriend thing. (don't tell him I said that) It wasn't even my idea for going, I was called by his mother who was practically in tears, saying that they could really use my help at this moment, and that it was his therapists idea for it. I couldn't say no to them, they put a roof over my head when I was homeless for that short amount of time.
Speaking of homeless theres my other cousin Chris. You might remember meeting him, he gave me a ride into town that night during Thanksgiving. Well he was recently busted for leaving the house almost every night and borrowing the neighbors car to go see his girlfriend, and he was grounded of course, well then he did it again the night after he got caught. This time leaving through the window. Well my parents decided to move him over to his old room which had no windows, and told him to remove the sheet that was replacing a wall, or in this case lack there of. He resisted, and started a privacy arguement with them and then it blew up to the point where he was given the option to leave, and if he had that he better plan on not coming back. He took that and has been gone for the last two days. Staying at his girlfriends house untill he gets kicked out of there only to go house hopping.
Well then thats the story, now the parents are looking to me, proud as hell that I have turned out the way that I have. It seems like a lot of pressure is on me right now with them, living up to the image they see... It's working for the time being, but it can only last so long, I'm not that great anyway.
Well you wanted to hear it and there it is. I love you babe, and thats whats going on in my mind. I'm sorry that I typed so much drama into this letter, but I could really use a little support at the moment.
Well lets see I can't really recall telling you or not, but my cousin Amanda was arrested and kicked out of the house after attacking the family, and swinging a metal pole at my stepfather while he was holding the baby the day after new years, well then since that moment my parents have been back and forth between court and having to deal with her constantly calling us, asking to come home, and stupid s**t like that. She was put in a home yesterday. I don't really know why my parents even bother talking to someone like that, after what she has done to us (it's not the first time she had resorted to violence, and qutie frankly she was just a b***h).
Then theres Tim... You remember Tim of course, and how he can wind up super attached to his girlfriends, well Timmy is in a terrible relationship with this girl, and I mean truely aweful like it's killing his mother to see the two of them together, well an intervention was called to try and see if we can make some progress with that, and it didn't go well at all. I wound up having to hold him back in fear that he might go after somebody, and I cried on his shoulder that night, I don't remember the last time I cried before hand. Sooo since then a small dent has been made, but it seems like it's just fading and going back to the old super crazy insanely controlling b***h girlfriend thing. (don't tell him I said that) It wasn't even my idea for going, I was called by his mother who was practically in tears, saying that they could really use my help at this moment, and that it was his therapists idea for it. I couldn't say no to them, they put a roof over my head when I was homeless for that short amount of time.
Speaking of homeless theres my other cousin Chris. You might remember meeting him, he gave me a ride into town that night during Thanksgiving. Well he was recently busted for leaving the house almost every night and borrowing the neighbors car to go see his girlfriend, and he was grounded of course, well then he did it again the night after he got caught. This time leaving through the window. Well my parents decided to move him over to his old room which had no windows, and told him to remove the sheet that was replacing a wall, or in this case lack there of. He resisted, and started a privacy arguement with them and then it blew up to the point where he was given the option to leave, and if he had that he better plan on not coming back. He took that and has been gone for the last two days. Staying at his girlfriends house untill he gets kicked out of there only to go house hopping.
Well then thats the story, now the parents are looking to me, proud as hell that I have turned out the way that I have. It seems like a lot of pressure is on me right now with them, living up to the image they see... It's working for the time being, but it can only last so long, I'm not that great anyway.
Well you wanted to hear it and there it is. I love you babe, and thats whats going on in my mind. I'm sorry that I typed so much drama into this letter, but I could really use a little support at the moment.
You see... it goes much further than that though, I just didn't have the nerve to tell her one part.
I have this girlfriend, who I don't believe I can trust, and we both keep hearing these things about eachother like that we are cheating and such, but when we talk... it's as if the whole thing was blown out of proportion. I haven't had a girlfriend in the longest of time, because I gave up on relationships... The only girl that I could find was one that I rarely get to see. I don't know what to do about this, and I can't seem to do anything about it despite my hardest efforts. I would like to end the relationship right now, but I can't... Something inside me is holding me back, almost as if I want to be in a relationship, when the truth is once again I'm reminded only of how much hardship they have brought me in the past... I've given up on love, who knows maybe Chicago will be different.
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