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A short story on my morning...

Well today I decide to wear my coat, I can't seem to take it off even if I wanted to (it has a mind of it's own) and I'm on the bus, where there are nothing but retarded teens yelling and screaming about the dumbest of things. I'm in the back with my headphones on minding my own business, and my cousin who recently turned 18, but who seems to have the mentality of a fourth grader was dancing around trying to be the center of attention among his friends, and at one point gets up and starts dancing to the back of the bus, where I am... I knew it before it was going to happen he was going to step on my coat, and get me really angry, and come to my surpise or lack there of he did. Luckily enough he didn't rip it, but he did leave a nice un removable stain on it. scream I wanted want to kill him sometimes (Not seriously... I don't need the police or anything after me)... His disregard for others is really going to get to me one of these days, and he sleeps right across from me. All in all I think one of these days I'm not going to be able to stand up to his stupidity anymore.

Lesson of the morning: Cousins and Cosplayers don't mix, they are retarded no matter how you look at it.

I get to see Kirstyn today... I was supposed to yesterday, but she had to cancle due to the rain (Which let up only about 40 minutes after she had called). I was rather depressed to not be with her yesterday, soon enough we won't be able to be together at all... between work, and the fact that I leave for Chicago in October. All in all it's becoming increasingly difficult for me to believe that there is any chance of this relationship working out in the longrun, especially once I leave for college, long distance relationships for me have never worked out EVER. Ohh well I'll just have to keep my mind on the positive, and think about today, and making through those hard times.

My mother had a nasty fall the other day, sprained her ankle pretty bad. I feel bad, but at the same time I really don't feel obligated to tend to her every whim, and heres why. Monday I wasn't feeling well so I decided to take the day off, and she didn't take to well to that getting rather angry with me, then telling me that I'm not going to make it in college... which by the way is the best way to get me angry, I know for a fact that I will make it, and anyone who says otherwise including my own mother can just go shove it. So in the end of it all, I feel bad, but she only warmed up to me beacause she needs someone to take care of her (Which I am doing, don't get me wrong... I would like not to, but she is rather helpless on her own)

I went head to head with my step father the other day... I'm just at the end of my rope with him. He's just far to misserable with everything, not to mention he's a hypocritical rule nazi. So I told him off as best as I could, and he didn't catch any of my points at all... I think they were a little to logical for him. Although I did get the opportunity to do an inpersonation of him at the computer playing online poker (A very scary sight to see, not to mention he gets so mezmerized by it that he doesn't have time for his own family.

Anime Boston 06 is just around the corner! I can't wait to go... But at the same time I just hope I can come up with enough money to survive comfortably there. The parents told me that for a Christmas present that I would recieve $150, but I talked it through with them yesterday, and they were all like "Ohh s**t I totally forgot about that! You'll get it the day before you go" Which isn't very comforting considering my parents aren't exactly the best people to rely on for things of that sort, if they mess this up, and ruin this for me, an entire year of planning, I'll be rather angry... I'm not too sure what will come of it. But I will be angry.

All in all I'm fine, I'm happy now, but these issues are and will continue to dig at me until something happens. I just hope I can keep everything neutral for the time being.

Sincerely
TheLongJournalEntryKing

P.S. I haven't ranted this much in awhile... if feels good to be back!