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can they see the incisions
i make upon my wrists?
if i die tonight
would i ever be missed?

can they see the tears
that slide down my face?
if i die tonight
what drama will take place?

can they see i'm drowning
in a bed of blood and tears?
if i die tonight
will death take away my fears?

can they see i'm living
a life full of pain?
if i die tonight
what wonders will i gain?

can they see i'm lonely
that i'm without a friend?
if i die tonight
will the loneliness end?

can they see i'm dying

inside as well as out?

if i die tonight

will they laugh, scream, or shout?



can they see my existance

that i am standing there?

if i die tonight

will they even care?



can they see i'm gone

vanished out of sight?

i wonder if they noticed

that i just died tonight.