I'm incredibly depressed. To be honest I don't know wy but maybe if I break it down we'll be able to figure it out. So this weekend should be considered reat since the band went to Daytona and hang out and stuff. ok you know what maybe i don't want to talk about it anymore. Nothing bad happened when you analize it. THe only thing that happened is that I realized a lot more mentally. Like the fact that I'm one of the few guys out there that are actually nice and can get over akwardnes and everybody else mostly can't. I don't even know where I went wrong. But in anycase I say screw it. I'm tired of it all. I wish I could lock away all of my feelings except fo nger and sadness. Now there is an idea isn't there. I'm tired of this year. What a bunch of bullcrap. im going to stop now cause words dont come anywhere close to how im feeling!! its like trying to run in a freakin dream. scream
Ryohei Sasagawa Sun Community Member 
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