So since this is my first entry it is probably going to be quite longer then the others that I plan to make. So basically this year has been great and it has ben really crappy. It is good everyday when I g to school and see my friends, but the overall breakdown is pretty bad. I lost contact with practically all of my friends that I do no see in school. It is a miracle that me and Sai managed to keep comtact. Oh Daniel I do miss you so and once the AP crap is over I will call you like crazy! Not that you can see this but whatever. I suppose this keeps my cosious at bay... I miss a lot of people. Lots people who I was good friends with last years hardly talk to me anymore and a lot of them ignore me. I would care a lot more if my life wasn't so terribly busy. I knew that I would have to sacrafice things for this year to be succesful but this is just terrible! Of course when I'm serious, which you will probably hardly ever trully see, I'm quite depressing ad not a fun person to talk to since so many things are going badly. Thereare other things but I won't talk about them. Not now anyways. I quite recently lost part of my memory. It sucks because I seem to remember everything and I remember the things that I do, the classes that I go to, and I even seem to rememeber all the people that I know, but there is a large amount of people that have been saying hi to me and I would ask them their name! And they assure me that they used to know me quite well and so on. I didn;t believe this at first until comming into my art class and realizing that it has been half a year and I don't know anybody there! As it turns out, I do, I just can't... remember them. Very weird but I found this to be a way to sort out my good friends and my bad friends, on a lesser level since the majority of the people that I forgot didn't since to have much of an impact on my life. Anyways! When I'm at school I'm quite a happy person and I'm ussually very fun to be around, or so they say. I haven't had a gf this whole year, but I did have my eyes on someone for a while, even though I sorta still miss my old gf because she was so incredibly sweet. I managed to gather my mafia family: VONGOLA! Congratulations to the people that I picked: Alan (rain), Tyler(lightning), Mary(storm), Sai(sky), Jack(cloud), Christian(mist), and of course finally me(sun). Of course we are not much of afamily right now but I plan to have lots of get togethers after some time. I have to buy the rings first and hope that they fit on everybody and don't fall apart easily... To be honest i don't really know what is the point of having a mafia family right now is, but it seems like fun so why not? Of course when we become more like a family and actually get everybody to know one another, we can start SAVING THE WORLD! over dramatic? yes. No but really we;ll try to solve problems which ones I'm still thinking. Getting all the guardians together was hard enough and now this... well since I got mary now she can do the thinking since she's smart. Well thats all for now. Gots to go study cause the exam is in TWO DAYS!!! aaaaaah! omg I'm so stressed. This was a good way to express myself but I can't hide from studying forever *weakly* awaaaay.... wahmbulance
Ryohei Sasagawa Sun Community Member 
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