So lonely.....This is a journal...somewhere where you can disclose all your secrets and feel relived when you do. Even if I type, or write, or sing my troubles, they hardly go away. They are still stuck in the mind and fight to get out and tell all the wrong people. I am lonely....No one on msn is talking to me no one on gaia either. If your reading this buzz off. I'm simply writing because, I have nothing else to do. Nothing else to keep me company but the words and rumors and thoughts running around my mind. I need to unload....everyone needs to unload.So I'm unloading this. I'M CONFUSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah that felt better -shrugs- thats what I needed to say. Confused about who really loves me....I know some people do, truly. But I still have to think....I know that I will see some of the people that impacted my life HUGELY! one day....but I still need to think. Think. think, think. So much god damn thinking not enough living, never enough living. I will get over this....soon enough or later...lets pray it be sooner for I do not wish to bring down the people around me..if your still reading what did I tell you before!? buzz off. It's hardly worth reading all of this...wasting your time...
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This is a journal designed to hold some of my ramblings. Random thoughts as I have called it. Here you will see I'm not just some teenager who wines about not getting the latest video game. In this journal I will be myself and hope you all still exce
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