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Boredom
Ahh the joys of boredom .. It's currently 10:09pm here, and I have nothing to do but write in my journal .. I tired cleaning my room, I got bored. I tried eating something, I got bored. I tried watching T.V, borrrrrrrrring! Nothing is making me happy or curing my boredom so! I come and write. I have NO clue why you'd be reading this, I'm simply writing cause nothing better has come to mind, and I've tried everything else. Now I'm yawning and I really should just go to bed, for lack of anything better to do. But! alas I will probably find that boring and pace the house up and down, thinking of something better to do. I've never really wrote anything like this in my online gaia journal, nothing so .. where's the word I need, personal? Well thats not really the word I'd like to use, but I'm beginning to get bored thinking of a better one. I have a test or quiz or .. REALLY BIG unit test, in Math on Monday, two days from now. I'm scared shitless frankly. So I should study .. I've never been good at math, I've always found it .. whats the word now? Boring? Yes, I've always found it boring. Subjects in school will never fulfill my creative needs, maybe art .. but even then, you are TOLD what to do .. and you have deadlines, BORING! I have used that word a lot in this entry, perhaps that will be the title to this entry of boredom! Yes, I shall call it! Boredom -laughs- whoa so creative. I'm not really sure why people read these. Maybe to find out more about me .. NEWSFLASH! I'm a freak .. I'm a weirdo!! lol good song, anyway, it's true I'm not normal, not average, nor a slave to a god that doesn't exist, a salve to a world that doesn't give a s**t. -laughs again- also a good song. Thats it! I've said it, I'm NOT NORMAL! I HAVE PROBLEMS! ISSUES! but then again, every one does .. As I was saying, I have no idea why people take time out of there 'busy' days to read my entry's my 'journal'. -sighs- well I'm getting quit bored with writing to people who aren't going to read this .. who if they get to the end, will regret reading this at all. Good night, Or evening or whatever you'd call it. Have a great night, Good bye rolleyes
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