I don't deserve to be treated like that.
I'm a burden. Something that is unimportant. I feel like I should tell everyone to back the ******** up and never talk to me again. Cuz I'm ******** afraid and sick of being messed with. I don't want to be "heart-broken" again.
Trust? wtf is that? It's not real..just like happiness.
I ilsolate myself but I'm afraid of being alone. I hate poeple but I want to be near them as often and close i can get. I hate life but I dont want to die I hate myself but i can't change I don't trust you but I see that it's wrong.
I don't even know why someone would listen to all of this suicidal crap and not be pissed off by it.
I can't take it anymore.. I want to die already It makes no freakin' sense to go on livin in this shithole with these shitty a** people..
Why the ******** did I promise to NOT cut anymore?? o.o I think I'm going insane.. This is just too much crap at once.
I want to finally stop bawling me goddamn ******** eyes out, because the feeling makes me want to PUKE.
I mean WTF?? o.o My ohh-so-awesome friends know it all but can't do crap about it because of whatever reasons...
I want the pain to stop.. everyone feels so sorry for me..but if you really are then WHY. AREN'T. YOU. HELPING. ME???
I want to die, NOW!!
No one's gonna stop me anyway.!!
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME, STOP PRETENDING TO CARE!! IT'S NOT TRUE!
They're better off without me anyway.. They don't know the REAL ME and it's better that way.
Writing meaningless s**t..pff..are you ******** kiding me? You gotta do somemore to make me trust/believe you.
SuiiWantsB r a i n s · Tue Mar 24, 2009 @ 10:05pm · 0 Comments |