It's driving me nuts.
Why am I acting like this? Why am I not able to stop? Why is this s**t happening?
Where did I leave my motivation to live? Why, why, why?
I don't want this. I never did. But I can't stop. I'm not able to cope with this otherwise.
I never should've started this to begin with. It was stupid. And ended up with addiction.
Pain is pleasure..simple as that.
I died long ago. Inside.
It hurts sooo freaking much to see that I hurt others with my behaviour..that makes me want to cut..--> that hurts them even more --> which makes me urge to cut bigger
SuiiWantsB r a i n s · Thu Apr 09, 2009 @ 11:35pm · 0 Comments |