I can't take it anymore.. I want to die already It makes no freakin' sense to go on livin in this shithole with these shitty a** people..
I HATE them. DIE, DIE, DIE, BITCHES.
She says I wouldn't understand. She screams "You don't know what it's like! To cut yourself to live again, to pop some pills to love again. To cut yourself to live again, to pop some pills to love again.”
Sure, I've tried. But now.
She wakes up crying in her bed all alone. She wakes to find herself. She wakes up crying in her bed all alone. She wakes to find herself to be... all alone.
I'll take your ******** name all the way to the goddamn grave. I'll take your ******** name all the way to the goddamn GRAVE! ’Til death do we part, ’til death do we part.
Why the ******** did I promise to NOT cut anymore?? o.o I think I'm going insane.. This is just too much crap at once.
I want to finally stop bawling me goddamn ******** eyes out, because the feeling makes me want to PUKE.
Almost everyone at school knows that I've got some weird issues and stuff..but..they don't need to know what the hell goes on in my life...
I mean WTF?? o.o My ohh-so-awesome freinds know it all but can't do crap about it because of whatever reasons...
It's Killing me..
Death means salvation and I'm about to follow that road to my grave...
I want the pain to stop.. everyone feels so sorry for me..but if you really are then WHY. AREN'T. YOU. HELPING. ME???? WHY???? WHHHYYY???? please HELP ME!!!!!
I want to die, NOW!!
No one's gonna stop me anyway.!!
NO ONE CARES ABOUT ME, STOP PRETENDING TO CARE!! IT'S NOT TRUE!
SuiiWantsB r a i n s · Sun Feb 15, 2009 @ 04:49pm · 0 Comments |