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The way I look at my life now, in some ways, I just really
find it hard to achieve something that I'm really aiming for.
I've strived so hard to get something and still don't get to
have that "goal" in my hands. OR maybe my striving was not
enough, I guess. Even though we knew that we need to keep
on doing our best and never give up, sometimes I even get
to think that "never give up" was also something that is hard to achieve.

Maybe.... Just maybe... I could finally understand what "never give up"
really mean. I was in the middle of making a choice: Give up or
Not Give up? My very choice was to give up. But, something just
came to me that stopped me from doing so. So I did. I didn't
give up on doing something that can show the "Better PART of Me."
As time passed by, I just happen to realize that the thing that stopped
me from giving up is now forcing me to give up.
A part of me wants to give up now. But somewhere inside me
is trying to pull me back to the "Never Give Up" side.

Make a choice... This time, I'll still pick "never give up."
Eventually, everything will change. When I am no longer
needed for that change, only then I'll start to walk and find
another place in our world where change will not be complete
if I am not around.



~I'll stay here for a while. Even if you let go of my hand,
I'll be waiting for you to hold my hand again. I'm not
giving up on you. Not now, not tomorrow. But if you really want
to go, I won't stop you. Just don't forget that I'll stilll love you.~


~From me to YOU~


~I wish you could read this then maybe you'll never let go~