-Bite of this bullet-
Stolen by the rounds,
Heard myself foam from the mouth
I lose myself in this take,
The bullet bites so sour,
The bullet takes my hour,
The blood seems already gone,
My will keeps me on,
My love for her is all that left in my heart,
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-Can you hear?-
Soaring beneath the lies,
Hiding within the ties,
Never hearing again from you,
Writting in my book I look above,
In a picture of myself...so alone, I fall,
In my dreams I see you,
Pushing my hopes so low,
Pushing myself down the well,
I cant explain how horrible you were,
Tieing me in your darkness of dreams,
Burning me in your soul to never let go,
Screaming, Yelling, Cries from beneath.
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Take and burn all those books bury in your soul,
They just take room for what is here,
Left right in front of you.
left right in front just for you, no way?
I always new that I could always stay with you,
Never leave the side, which is yours,
I cant stop thinking of the outcomes that there will be...
with you... Dont stop its a test that wont end,
Living this live so easy so quickly so softly,
Never looking back,
I can't explain this, but I am always with you,
never stoping to take a breath,
Always there waitting, hopeing, longing for the moment,
We are there together, we are there holding each other,
Waitting for this moment that happens now, waitting for you.
For you.

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-shifting words of your absence-

Turning this world so cold,

In the absences of your control,

Said to become the nothing,

Done to do what we expected,

Yet the fires burns...

In our hearts it dies.

Fighting on and on for the one we thought,

was lost in the past.

The flame slowly dies. Fighting out of control,

Chaos roams the world...

Consumed by it so quickly,

Screaming in this place,

lock and tight we cannot run,

Tighten to the wall again. I scream for once more

Just try to stop me...

From trying...

And never again will i fall..

Never to lose myself in this!

Will you come back again.

Holding back once more.

I still need you!

Listen to these words. So much..

Difference then it was before.

Just listen and understand these times.

I was never alone in my mind,

those voices speak once more.

I am lost without you!

Lost in this chaotic world.