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Ok. This /proves/ that life hates me. No, seriously. it does. He really does hate me, like, with a passion. The sort of stalkerish type, I guess you could say, to the point of heavy breathing in the phone.

*ring ring* 'Hello..?'

*Pant... pant... pant*

'******** LIFE! I told you! Don't call here!'

Anyway... This is the story of a person by the name of Allison Burke. This is not a bad story. this isn't a countdown, this is just proving to the world, that I am not supposed to live a happy, normal and full life.

After the Clare incident ( last post you idiots ) Allison was the one who helped me get through the 'heartbreak' and the waste of a 30 minute phonecall of 'click'. First off, a big important factor to play in this: I'm male.

Lemme explain that. Men are idiots. Men are morons. Men are liars. I fully support that men need to think with that of a brain, and not a blood swollen 'third leg'.

(Feminist much? Nah, I just hate males )

ANNYWAY

Allison lives in Massachutsetts. Allison is a junior this year. Allison is 2 years and 9 months younger than me ( legal by california laws so BACK OFF ME ) After about 3 months of downtime, I started 'dating' Allison. by that, I mean I spent more time with her through the phone that I knew her entire schedule and cared for her. She is a wonderful person.

Mind you, She was, in my opinion, one of the few people who actually tried to help me.. instead of me trying to help them. When I was sad, she held me up, instead of the other way around. I don't know, I felt... cared for in a way. but I digress...

Things that make Allison her:
1) plays 12 instruments ( 5 of them well )
2) Trained in swords, bow and arrow, and guns.
3) 100% irish
4) Wonderful sense of humor
5) Cute as hell.

This is what she was. Now, when I was 'dating' her ( I put that in quotations because of I never met her face to face and it was mostly online.. ) I got to know her very very well.. as she knows most of who I am, inside and out.

Then, for some /unknown/ reason, every single time we tried to meet, God or whatever the hell up there intervened and went 'No Matt, No Allison. I hate you. Hatred means you don't get anything good because I hate you.'
So, we never met.

Yet, as I tried my hardest, and she did too.. we still kept together. For a year, we kept together. Then....I don't know what happened... I think I turned apathetic or something... just didn't go well... I, being the male I am, ruined it and decided to take a break for awhile... she took it as a break up.. and since then.. I haven't spoken with her... via IM, Phone, or Mail... just haven't had the balls to do it.

But Aye, to prove how much I loved her.. she has my senior ring. *laughs* funny, hunh?

'Oh, it's because you're a Leo'

No, it's because I'm male, raised by 3 females.

AAANNNYYYWAY, I digress...

Until next episode!